1. “Oh hey. You’re the girl with the beautiful voice.”

    I couldn’t help but giggle and feel my heart jump up and down inside. 

    Yesterday’s “performances” made me feel really happy. The fact that people acknowledged my so-called “talent” made me so joy-filled.

    The only time that I get nervous in front of people is when I don’t know what I’m doing.. and when I have to sing or perform. I get hot and shakey like no tomorrow. You will see my stumble upon words or see my knees shaking. Yet, the aftermath of performing, it warms my heart so much. :) 

  2. My willpower was strengthened so much by my Chinese New Year dinner with my family..

    but now I must study for Calculus and Physics… AHHHH. I’M GONNA DIE.

  3. The real deal hurr. <3

    The real deal hurr. <3

  4. Finish History Final early.

    Go to library and use computer and roam the halls. OH FINALS.;D

    BUT, I’m gonna die tomorrow.. :(

  5. I have no more willpower to go on.. :(

    Screw it. BLAH.

  6. meme4u:  http://meme4u.tumblr.com

    meme4u:

     http://meme4u.tumblr.com

  7. I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE.

    I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE.

  8. He puts a smile on my face when I’m down, but every second I’m talking to YOU makes my heart smile instead.

  9. This is literally the cutest thing I&#8217;ve ever seen. I want this interracial cuteness. lol. &lt;3

    This is literally the cutest thing I’ve ever seen. I want this interracial cuteness. lol. <3

  10. cocohuang:

    become my child

    ^HECK YEEEEEEEEEEEES. 

  11. To Do List:

    • Find/finish up Japanese HW that was due today.. .___.
    • EC 3 page paper on Stephen Hawking for Physics (was supposed to be due today)
    • Learn how to play C-Major Cadences for my Piano Final
    • STUDY STUDY STUDY for Calculus because I need to get AT LEAST a 95 on the final for a B :(
    • Work on my English Final Project.. which is a presentation about Contemporary Literature… 

    -________________________-

  12. A lot.

    A lot.

  13. I&#8217;ve ALWAYS thought about this. LOL

    I’ve ALWAYS thought about this. LOL

  14. Chinese New Year Reflection.

    Chinese New Year is usually great because of the money! But at times, I feel sad because I feel like I’m losing so much of my culture. My parents have more and more negligent with the Chinese customs of Chinese New Year. There’s so much to Chinese New Year, with the dinners and dumb little superstitions, but that’s my culture. When my parents don’t even care to follow them or push them upon myself or my brother, I feel like I’m quickly losing a part of who I am. I mean, as I grow to become an adult and have kids of my own, they probably won’t even care to know what Chinese New Year is. They probably won’t even gain any experience with these traditions as I once did with my grandma. I just wish I could somehow preserve my own culture for my kids.

  15. Desperate, sprung, clingy.

    When I notice how people are like this, it just makes me feel bad for them. They’re perfectly fine without that person and could most likely do so much better, but they’re so hung up on that person they’re crazy for. I don’t know why they don’t realize it for themselves that it’s not the end of the world and they’ll be okay without them. It’s dumb for them to feel suicidal and say that life isn’t worth living just because they got their heartbroken. Your life isn’t over and you just need to close this door in your life and open up a new one. Stop moping and be happy because happiness is what you make it. Stop being unreasonable. 

About me

Sydney Leung. 16.
Feb. 17th is my day.
Sacramento, CA.
Key Clubber, D7N Bee.
Seeker of God.
C. K. McClatchy High School.